Won't go home without you!

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
OhThe words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you,

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake..Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleepThinking:"Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh
It's not over tonightJust give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the nightI won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you goI should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the nightI won't go home without youIt's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

Bermula lagi

Semalam aku first time selepas 15 taun, pegi semula worked out at gym.


Punyalah berat.. aku segan nak tulis kat sini berat aku!


Tapi since aku jog/jalan laju kat titi hari tu, aku dah turun like 4 kg kau!



Itulah yang membakar semangat aku menjadi lebih membara nak kurus.


Habis exercise2 tu semua, aku tengok kat hp.. wah ada 3 mis col, 1 mesej.
Kanda tentu bengang aku tak amik col, tapi dia tentu paham aku tengah berpeluh dan sengaja takmo bawak hp. Kanda bitau dah beli makanan, so, aku boleh terus balik je.


Bila dah antar geng, aku sampai umah lebih kurang kol 8.45. Kanda tengah basuh sambil lipat kain sambil menguruskan anak2. Pandaipun dia..
Bila dah terpaksa, i think he can do whatever he can to help me.


Diapun suka kalau aku kurus dan sihat. Banyak masa dengan anak2 terpaksa aku korbankan.

Aku harap mereka paham.

Menyusahkan

Dalam usaha nak tolong aku, ada geng yang telah dimarah..

Rasa nyesal pun ader, but, benda dah jadi...

Aku tau semua ni takkan jadi kalu aku tak beria-ia sangat nak join dia..
I shd have just gi Titiwangsa and do my things..

Haaaaaaiiiiiiiiiii...........

Teka-teki

Antara 3 kanak-kanak dalam gambar ini, yang mana satukah anak umi?

Dalam gambar ini pulak, mana satu anak-anak umi lagi?

Sapa dapat jawab dengan tepat, akan menerima hadiah berupa topup bernilai RM10 hinggit...

jangan lepaskan peluang anda!!

8tv audition

Hari tu 8tv called, it was Monday. Soh aku datang audition for their new game show which i dont know what it is all about. Still, i went for the auditon on Saturday, last weekend.

Pegilah kami.. since kanda keje, aku ajak CT Zen temankan. 10am start, kol 8.30 kami dah tiba di sana.. ha kau.. semangat tuh. CT bawak anak-anak teruna dia and i also brought mine, so, kecohlah Sri Pentas pagi tu.. he heh..

Sib baik aku dapat first batch interviewed, so cepat sikit. Rupanya, it's a masak2 show. Abislah dia tanya aku buleh masak ke tak? Apa feveret aku.. dan sebagainyer.. Macik gorenglah apa2 yang patut kat produser tu!

Aku pulak tanya.. ada artis tak? Takde. Pastu dorang tanya kalu takde hadiah, will i still be interested to join. Yeah, why not, carik publisiti, kan (macam kata N)? Tapi, kalu ada hadiah, tentulah lagi syiok kan??

This week katanya they will col to inform dapat ke tak. Aku redha je..

Usaha

Dah 3 hari aku jog/jalan laju kat Titiwangsa, starting from Selasa.
Hari ni aku nak rehat, letih benau after 3days in a row.
Tapi hati aku puas.
Aku bagi diri aku 6 bulan or paling lama 10 bulan till end of the year to get my ideal weight again. Berapa tu? hentah.. nanti aku cek balik, then tulis lagi, okay?

Nanti nak sign up kat gym so that ada trainer will teach me how to deal with this problem.

Kawan2 di luar sana tu, berilah sokongan.. bila aku kurus, ia merupakan satu kemenangan untuk kita semua..

Gemoknyer dia!

Last weekend, aku pi Serting, Negeri 9. Kak ipar buat kenduri cukur kepala cucu dia.
Since orang-orang blok dia tu cukup effisen, maka kami datangpun takyahlah buat keje-keje kat dapur. Semua dah siap mereka kerjakan.

Kak ipar aku nih, kalu jumpa aku memang takde mende lain nak cakap. Ini adalah antara teguran-teguran dia pada aku yang buatkan aku ni teraser sangat:

1. Hui mak su, sihat sungguh sekarang ni, tengok badan haa..
2. Tiuplah belon-belon tu, nanti ikat kat buaian baby.

Orang yang tiup belon tupun dah macam belon badan dia, hi hi..
3. Baring-baring lah ye, jangan sampai runtuh katil tu sudah.

Memang inilah pandangan mata dia pada aku. Tapi pada aku, diapun bukanlah kurus mana sangat pun.. tapi dia memang suka cakap aku gemuk/berisi/sihat.
Dia ingat aku tak perasan ke? Kadang-kadang aku rasa sebab ini pun buleh buat aku terasa dan takmo lagi jumpa dia. Tapi laki aku tu tak paham, asik jumpa je ngan kakak dia, pegi je rumah dia. Sedangkan ati aku ni selalu je disakitkan oleh dia.

Nanti bila aku dah kurus, ada ke orang akan ngata aku lagi???