Kecewa

Aku banyak kecewa lately...

Kecewa ngan dia..
Kecewa ngan keje aku and how my boss graded me...
Kecewa ngan pencapaian aku sendiri takat ni..





Tapi aku takbley terus layan kecewa nih...
Aku kena terus berusaha..

Gambar ni takde kena mengena ngan kekecewaan aku.. just syiok tengok mak, akak dan anak2 buahku di tepi pantai itu... hepi kan?

Sayang emak, sayang anak2 jugak

Semalam anak2 dua2 cuti sebab hari ahad tu ada sukan olahraga. Amal mmg tak masuk bahagian sukan2 ni, dia tak berapa ada talent dalam sukan2 nih... cam ayah dia gak. Aku dulu memang minat sukan. At least gangsa tu ada gaklah bawak balik medal ke haper kan?

So, dua beradik ni adalah kat umah semalam. Sedey gak, aku tak cuti untuk bersama2 mereka. Baikkk je dua beradik ni main2 sambil bergurau senda masa aku call tengahari semalam. Deme kat umah je, tak gi umah opah. Opah tak berapa sihat masa kelmarin tuh. Sian mak.. dah tua sepatutnya berehat banyak, ini tak, kena tolong menjaga anak2 aku yang sangatttttlah baik itu!

Aku ingat, kalu aku banyak wang, tiap2 hari aku nak bagi mak aku RM10,000 untuk dia beli apa2 saja. Tiap2 hari lah. So, dia takyah masak, dia call je apa2 dia nak, sebab nak melayan anak2 aku and abah jugak.

Amacam?

Heheh... aku takde mende nih nak tulis.... Eh, tingat pulak, malam sabtu yg takde api baru ni, kami kumpul depan umah mak, lepas tu hisham aka acu datang ngan liza and anak2 dia. Deme ngajak aku and family aku gi melalak malam tu. Puas mak kata tak usahlah melalak, ingatlah dunia kita ni cemana sekarang... tapi.. idaknya nak dengar, kami tetap gak pegi melalak .. sampai dedekat kol 1 pagi... baik betui perangai kami 2 kuarga 9 beranak, ni kan?

Mak, maaf la ye.. walaupun kami selalu tak dengar kata (bab karaoke la, especially) kami tetap sayangkan emak!!

Pendakian itu

Acik suko amek ngan lagu miley cyrus nih.. serak2 lagi tuh..mmm sangat menyentuhh perasaan wanita acik ni haaa.. yang tak ronti-ronti mendaki kegemilangan.. ewahhhhh


I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Menyampah...

Aku makin nyampahhhhhh.
Sapa yang aku nyampah?
Orang itulahhhhh..
Sib baik aku tak ngandung, kalu aku ngandung, payahhh, takut muka anak aku rupa orang yang aku nyampah tu.

Kenapa teruk sangat?
Entah.. lagi aku cuba nak elakkan dari perasaan nyampah ke dia, lagi kuat setan soh aku nyampah kat dia nih.
I shd just avoid looking at the face, talking to the person and much more.. but, how ye?

Ya Allah, hilangkanlah perasaan ni, supaya aku tenang bekerja… Aminnn