Meluat tahap cipan

21 April 2006 12.53pm

Saja nak tukar warna.. mood marah la gitu. Amik kesempatan sebelum kuar lunch, sebelum pompuan kembar tak guna tu masuk balik.

This morning i received sms saying she's going to be late. Donno who, credit aku pun takde, so, kerja je la cam biasa. Selalu kalau nak terlambat, bagi tau boss directly. Skang, nak sms kat aku plak. So, u expect me to go and tell your boss? Wat haper? It's not even clear in your sms, who y0u are and didn't say to let your boss know. How la weh?? Can i ready your mind? Tu la aku meluat tu. Dey pompuan, lu nak blah, lu belah la. Lagi cepat lagi bagus... takyah nyusahkan aku. Aku semakin membenci korang bedua.

Itulah luahan rasa ku... adios.

Takyah tajuk

20 April 2006 11.43am

Sebenarnya acik free sangat pagi ni. Lepas breakfast ngan kat timah, chah and mira kat wcc, kami start kerja. Then Od sampai. Aku teman dia breakfast lagi. Minum teh tarik at my feveret cafe pulak. Syok la datang awai ni, boleh minum 3, 4 kali... hik hik hik. Cemana la tak jadi gomok? Asik ingat makan, minum jer. Abis tu, asik selera jer, cemana?

Buat kerja tax sikit, then gi filing dept... ntah berapa kali pegi dah pagi ni. Naik lenguh kaki.. bukan naik tanggapun, tapi still fenat maa. Od same time, takut ada orang lain pulak baca... takdelah, semenjak kes ari tuh, aku berati-ati sangat bab same time the time ni. Dah abis, gi filing, buat fotokopi plak. Alah, kerja-kerja kuli ni, biasa la. Kalu tak buat, sapa nak tolong boss, boss tu? Mereka sumer bizi giler. Akupun kengkadang tak menang tangan, pakai kaki lagi.. boley? Takde lah, aku okay, mantain. Kerja kengkadang kita kena tau organise, mana aptut didulu dan mana kena kemudiankan, tak gitu od? Matilaa.. nanti u ingat i tak buat kerja plak.. gats. Elok la tu belah, wa da nyampah tengok muka lu.. tak baik cakap gitu. Cuber ingat aper dia pernah buat kat ko, penah ker dia tolong-tolong ko? Nanti aku ingat yek... hmmm, takde la. Menyusahkan aku lagi ada. Tu la pasalnya.

Harap-harap takde la lg sebab kenapa semua sec lain jadi mangsa akibat keberanian membabi buta si kembar ni. Sekurang-kurangnya garf jer yang tinggal kat sini. Tentu dia tak berani buat perangai... ye ker? Kalu dah memang attitude problem, memang tak bley ubah, betul tak? Harap-harap berubahlah.

Oh ye, this month is the month. HR da tetapkan until end of the month to complete the appraisal dan tunggu till July baru tau ada brapa banyak bonus and increment. Talking about increment, tringat si maeran, bertuah punya geng la dia. Sent a mail about july's revised salary, beria bukak, tetiba, kuar gambar babi, eh khinzir ... aku geram dan tergelak besau. Tekena aku pepagi tadi. Cis ko maeran. Benda-benda cam ni pun jadi sebab hari kita jadi gumbira ke tak, kan? Yang buat aku seronok kerja kat sini ialah kengkawan jugak.. Nak cari kerja lain, mungkin takde kot, but as Nora said, focus on what u do, then u can excell. Eh, kalo si nora tak cakap.. aku tak prasan ker? Hentahlah.. Od pun penah kata kat aku, aku ni cam tak semangat jer kerja. Cemana yek? Agaknya sebab aku tak bersungguh-sungguh? Mulai saat ni, aku akan cuba tumpukan sepenuh hati buat kerja. Kengkawan, berilah sokongan yek... tunjukkan aku mana baik dan mana tidak. Really laa, kengkawan pun main peranan mempositifkan kita. Sebab tu aku pilih kawan di kalangan confisec... kah kah kuang.

Till we meet again, adios.

Great place to work

Ha, gambo di atas ni adalah sebuah cafe. Kat tingkat 10 di bangunan WSD. Di sinilah sejak beberapa bulan lalu tempat aku melepak, borak borak, makan, minum, tengok tv, astro, gossip, tanya kabar selama sejam almost every day. Antara my favourite place in the office. Salah satu nya sebab opis tu ada buat kempen "great place to work (gpw)". Memangla kelas opis ni. Aku suka, kemudahan yang disediakan tip-top gitu. Walaupun begitu, ramai juga yang belah ke tempat lain. Ada kata, kerja terlampau banyak. Ada kata, gaji terlampau ciput. Kebanyakannya semua kata, dapat kerja yang lebih baik di tempat yang lebih baik.

One other reason for people to leave is that they have got good trainings before and on the job and a few years of experience, but as the company, how shall i say it ... sentiasa membiarkan staff dijenguk oleh majikan lain, sedangkan kebajikan staff kurang diberikan perhatian. Pintu depan buka, but pintu belakang tak berkunci, gitu laa. Ramai staff pegi coz they feel less appreciated. Apa-apa pun, kalao hijrah untuk yang lebih baik, well, go ahead. Your life, you make the choice.

Suddenly, i remember my 2 good frens. CT Zainab and CT Zaiton. Both have found out things that have changed their lives completely. Dedua nama pun dekat dekat yek? Zainab have been working with Company A for almost 15 years. Last 2 years, the company has been taken over by a "liquor" company. Kenapa nak subahat kalau dah tau terang-terangan? I really "tabik spring" on her decision to leave. Bak kata mak dia, rezeki ada di mana-mana. Zaiton plak, memang still kerja ngan Company Omputih. She was the one who organized the company's annual dinners, company trips and many other functions. Tapi recently she backed out.. knowing ("dah terbuka hati") the fact that dia pun subahat sama bila dalam majlis-majlis tu kebanyakan staff yang attend, akan mabuk-mabuk selepas makan dan berparty. Dia dah lepas tangan dalam kerja-kerja organize mengorganize ni. Syabas to my 2 frens... kata iklan teh tu... yang baik berterusan.

Ameer da lena, amal pulak masih berangan angan. Kanda dah jauh peginya.. i can hear his snorrrinng from here. Dasat ekk? Itu la orangnya yang menemani tidoku setiap malam. Sayang kanda.

Ok la, sampai sini dulu.
Adios 22.47pm

Geram

19 April 2006 4.32pm

Geram, jangan engkau geram
Geram, bermacam ragam
Kerana susah
Kerana marah
Janganlah kau geram

Senangjer ko bernyanyi.. acik yang merasanya cemana plak?
Inilah sessi melepaskan geram... Acik dikatanya suka bergaul ngan Confisec hanya kerana acik perasan jadi salah sorang darinya? Acik tak suka, acik bencik. Da memang sumer kawan-kawan acik kat sini confisec, cemana. Actuallynya, (ada ke bahasa gini?) bukan confisec je acik kawan dengan, semua jenis orang pun acik kawan... ini la dia. Dah gats memang benci kalao orang messed up with her, so she tot i also terlibat la gitu. Tah kenapa, acik rasa semakin meninggi kebencian kepadanya. Tak baiklaa gitu. I also heard her telling garf about my confisec fren. "Orang mengandung tu, buatla gitu, tak selamat tau, orang ingat".. gitu sekali. Just becoz she couldnt find the documents gats requested. Hallah, small matter maa, kenapa harus dibesar-besarkan? Itchy betul. Benci lagi.

How can i get rid of her? Any suggestion? "nanti u ingat, i tak buat kerja plak", katanya... heee

adios

First Time

18/4/2006 11.10pm

Olla, muchachas, como estas oi?

Kabare geng. It's my first time blogging from home. First got to get kanda to do his things first. Read his mail, surf here and there and now it's my turn.

Baru abis makan burger with the kids and kanda. Dah tengah malam perut mereka tetiba lapo.. bukannya apa, since makan awal, tak tido tido, makanya mereka lapao semula. Acik pun melayan je la. Makan juga, lalu saja. Kanda tengah download games from yahoo, maka i took the chance to do my entry.

Ameer da beransur baik dari demam. Akmal okay, tunggu turn nak main pc, tak dapek la nampak ae. Bagi ayah dulu, then umi, pastu Amal boleh tido. Esok kami gi kerja, Amal mainlaa.. sabar jer la!

Okay, that's wrap up the case tonite..

Adios

Party Most Awaited

18 April 2006 11.11am

Od tanya, bila party tu? Hentah.. i tot kita yang organize. That side nampaknya buat a very close one. Only the good good like person will be invited. I heard the the invitees have to bring food. This time it's gonna be western that they are dining with. Alamak, i heard ada hot dog la, baked beans la, spagethi la and much much more western foods (dimasak eastern people).

The one i organize is the other party.. to celebrate garts leaving the company. How God has granted my wish that she have found another job elsewhere. How happy we were. At least for me and Od. She is one hell of a bragging person... Skrg ni lagi la, since da dapat kerja ni. Simply because she feel that she's still "laku" gitu. Maybe this party is celebrated between me and Od at our favourite restaurant, macik garang ker?

Od said, to announce thru e-mail to all frens, but to put her name at the bcc, but not to invite, can she understand? Memang da style dia, antar mel tu us using the bcc. When asked why not use cc or just to us, she would not answer. "Sumer orang pun i buat gitu, jangan terasa ati la". Showing her stupidity la tu. Apa lagi, no strong reason of doing such thing.

From what i remember, she is the type of person that feels she's so perfect. Always finding fault in others, but don't ever try to blame it on her... no way jose. When she was still temp staff, she always asked " bila la aku ni nak diambik jadi perm staff. Kalo dah permanent, baru la rasa belong".. gitu la lebih kurang. Nowadays, sejak dia team up with her twin - Garf, dia jadi lebih teruk. Dapat kawan yang selalu buruk sangkakan orang. Memang perangai yang teruk sejak first day dia dok kat sebelah aku ni. Dah banyak kali Garf kena tegur, but she doesn't seem to change. Dah jadi hard habit. Now that Gats going, she is also putting a dream that she is leaving too. As soon as she got another offer (bila la tu), she's getting her feet off this office. I also pray for her on this. Biaolah sini kosong sikit dari orang-orang begini. Merasa mereka lebih pandai dan tak pedulikan orang lain.

Satu perkara yang sedih di sini ialah, the management has decided not to give us our usual secretary's lunch for the secretaries week. Can u imagine how sedih i feel. My third year with this company, almost loving it here, suddently takde lagi itu spesel lunch. Nak mogok la. Buat kerja slow slow, boleh?

Adios amigos.

Yang Disayang

Hi! Rasa seronok nak tulis ari nih. Banyak pulak gambo nak upload kat sini. Ini gambo dua beradik yang terbaru. Sronot tengok mereka berbaik. Kalo tak, bercakaran sesama mereka. Tapi anak-anak acik memang comel. Muka Amal, masa kecik dulu, memang sebijik cam Ameer. Kengkadang Ameer ingat gambar Abang tu gambar dia la. Perasan dia... tapi, itu lah hakikat, mereka memang serupa waktu sama baya itu.

Ahh... yang hensem lawa ni, kanda ku. Masih manis cam dulu masa baru kenal. Pada aku baru semalam aku kenal dia melalui Alang. Tima kasih alang kerana menemukan kami. Kalau dah jodoh tak kemana, ye tak? Kalau kira-kira, masuk taun ni, dah 11 taun kami bersama. Rasa cam baru semalam den pakai inai tengah-tengah malam tunggu kering. Hiiii, kenangan manis itu sungguh menyeronokkan. Setakat ini, Kanda seorang suami yang bertanggungjawab, sporting and also supportive in what ever i want him to be. We shared everything. He's a workaholic and very much like his handphone more than his wife some time, but, above all, he's still my best fren!!

Will show my wedding picture next time yek??

Adios
17 April 2006 2.45pm

Hot Arab

Anda kenal ini orang? Ini la Amr Diab. Aku pun baru jer dalam 2,3 bulan diperkenalkan dek Od ngan mamat ni. Dia laa sebenarnya penyanyi Nur el ain. Aku tak pernah tengok dia nyanyi, but kalo rupa dia dah cam ni, tak sedap pun aku rasa akan tunggu beb. Kih kih kih...

Aku ada ingat mao beli CD compilation of this mamat, but when i asked the counter at Giant tu... sedih sangat, baru abis kak... katanya. Ntah nye ada betul ke cd ni sebelum aku tanya? Bencik... Mana nak carik??